Greetings from Teluk Intan - Land of Boredom..

Looks like I had complete peace for the past three weeks, travelling outstation to Ipoh, the land of dim sum and later on to Teluk Intan, Land of Boredom...... Well, I was expecting a really boring three weeks over in Perak, but somehow it has given me some peace, some time to slow down and really think bout myself and what am I gonna do from here on... This mini break has given me lots to think about and at the same time to ease off some of the burden of my shoulder...

Sometimes when we are too stubborn on certain things or we are too obsessed with a certain situation, we tend to lose our rationality and act stupidly.. I have given myself time off to really reset my life, my goals, my priorities.. I am 23 now, I have got to excel, I need to start hitting on the gas pedal and propel myself to greater heights, achieving things that I was supposed to achieve. Some how, somewhere along this path, we tend to lose our focus and start wandering off to stopovers.. and sometimes.. we stop for too long.. enjoying the comfort and enjoying the security u get in the comfort zone...

I guess I was never made for this, I was never that person that will be satisfied with what I have.. I always wanted more.. but some how along the way, I lost the fight.. lost the motivation.. and lost my willingness to achieve things.. Maybe I was looking for support, looking from support from the wrong sources.. But.. I finally understand that my life belongs to me.. I am the one on the drivers seat.. I'm the one who steers it.. I'm the one who gives direction.. Time after time.. I forget that and tend to let my life steer by itself.. putting it on auto-pilot... hoping that it would run smoothly on a path that will have no obstacles.. i.e.. A smooth ride...

I fall down too easily sometimes and take a huge amount of time to recover from my downfall.. while I was climbing up a cave in Perak, I realize.. that's human.. their very willing and eager to climb.. and eager to see what's at the peak of the mountain.. but they are afraid to make the journey down.. they are afraid to fall.. u look down the peak.. and you ask yourself "Holy Shit! This is certainly a high place to fall from." What I'm trying to say is that.. I've been so afraid to fall that I stop every now and then after climbing a certain distance...

Well.. looks like it's time to be such a passive person.. time to be the good ol' Kee Hong.. when everything is a challenge and interesting.. I'm not gonna give in to stopovers anymore.. I'm no pushover.. I'm no loser.. I am not boasting here.. but I was meant to achieve things.. I want it now.. and there's no better time than now.. to prove to the world what I have.. the qualities that I have.. all I lack is the confidence right now..

Guess that's all I have to babble this time round.. I will definitely try to update more on my trip to Ipoh and Teluk Intan.. btw.. your hometown really need more development, Veron (if you are reading!) Hahha... adios..