Some of you guys might be thinking, why is this joker's blog filled with negative stuffs and not any happy stuffs at all..? Is he always depressed? Well, it's actually not always the case, I do have happy times, just that I prefer to keep it to myself and smile back at it sometime later. Well, forgive the negativity for this blog.. I'll really try to put something really really better.. I PROMISE!
Well, it's 1 a.m in the morning and I really feel like I can't study anymore, eventhough i barely studied. I'm just so tired and I feel like giving up! Sometimes I really feel like my life ain't taking me anywhere, I'm just gonna be where I am now forever. Maybe not in terms of age, but in terms of achievements and success in life. I really want to be back home now with my family, my parents, my sisters, my brother and my nephews!
Like what I said before, life is never easy and always filled with tough decisions. You really have to think carefully of the decisions you need to make in life. From the day you were born, you are bound to make decisions for yourself regardless of who is that to help you. A wrong step you make, it's quite hard to turn back. Sometimes you just feel that the whole world is turning it's back on you, god doesn't favour you, or maybe lady luck refuses to smile at you! That's how I suddenly feel right now! Haha, maybe it's the stress from exams and I'm really really worried about cost management.. It does have ABC in it.. but it is not as simple as the aplphabets A,B,C...
Gosh.. you know what's on my crappy mind right now? I'm thinking that, if I really leave this world one day, (ok, I'm not committing suicide and I don't have a fatal disease, don't worry, I'm just saying if) who would be at my funeral weeping and grieving for me except for my family? Hmm.. have you guys ever thought of that..? Well, think about it....
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cheer up man...u'll be fine after ur exams!!maybe not a lot but u'll feel much better...trust me!!i've gone thru that phase!!u just hafta hang on...by tuesday u'll be smiling like a mad guy!!it's all the exam stress that's making everything look depressing!!think of wat u r goin to do after ur exams!!it works...now go focus on ur papers!!FOCUS..FOCUS..FOCUS!!!
If u feel that life isnt takin u somewhere...n u r not satisfied with it..try not pick urself up n move urself to that somewhere u wana go...u might not reach the destination...n sometimes not even close to it...but u would hav at least moved from ur old spot....its true that the past wont come back...its a fact...u've juz gota move forward....bcos u know ...in life...there aint no turnin back...but for now...stay calm n FOCUS...thats all u need to do..n thats part of the thing that will push u forward...for now
hey u got my disease! have always been thinking bout what will ahappen at my funeral and who would come la.... i think it's jus ta phase and everyone thinks bout it.. whether they would like to admit it o not...
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