Friday, June 02, 2006

those were the days we will never get again...

I've been looking at pictures and videos of the past two semesters, it just strikes me, what went wrong? who changed? Is it me? Is it them? or is it everyone has changed? It really makes me wonder when will be the next time, we'll go crazy again, dancing to the beat even without getting drunk, talking till the next morning in a group, studying in the JCR and singing random songs. Everything seems to pass by so fast just like a dream I had last night. Sometimes, you wish you could just stay at the best moments of your life and never move from there, but you know you can't. You wish you could turn back the clock and change certain things or avoid something. You wish to go back to happier times, when everyone was still the same, but you know that is impossible.

I really think the world would be a better place if no one ever grows up, just being childish and happy all the time. Life would be much simpler and there will be not so much arguments at all. Even if there were, everyone will forgive one another and just continue having fun. I really want to do that, but I know I can't. People say that, as you grow up, you sacrifice more and more stuffs. Is fun part of the things that you sacrifice..? Why can't everyone just lead a simple life? The fact is i'm 19 plus, I can't act childish anymore, I want to have fun, but I have to be mature as well. Regardless what everyone, say everyone is judging one another all the time and everyone has to be responsible for their actions.

At the end of the day, there are many things that you wished you have not done or wished that it had not change. The fact is that, things have changed, people change as well and there's nothing we could do about it. Those fun days will be in everyone's memories until the day they leave this world. 20 years from now, you'll look back at the pictures and say, hey, I did have fun alright. However, the point is that, there's no way we could turn back time and there's no way we could change the past. We could just move on and look to a brighter future... and hope that things will change for the better..

1 comment:

rina said...

haro haro =)
good luk with ur exams!

my friendz (from basketball) are saying thanx for letting them play with u guys =)

rina <3