Well.. it's the time of the year again.. exam time.. and this is the time that makes me think of home the most.. The time when you have others sharing your worry with you eventhough they are not taking your exams.. the time when you actually have someone caring all your other wellfare besides studying.. you don't have to worry about washing your clothes, cooking your meals, doing your own grocery and find your own way to the exam venue...
That explains it.. I'm a wooze.. haha.. I'm mommy and daddy's little boy.. well.. I really miss being young sometimes.. at least you have less worries.. at least you don't have that much burden.. In a year's time, I would have to start worrying about paying my phone bills, car loan, installments, installments and more installments! Gosh.. I really can't imagine.. how it would be.. What happenned to those days.. when all you needed to worry about is attending school and getting good grades..? I guess.. we are all grown ups now.. it's time.. we take over some burden from our parents and let them be happy from now on.. that's what that's keep me going.. that's the only thing on my mind.. reducing their financial burden by end of this year.. so that they don't have to worry about me anymore.. and maybe it's time for me to repay them.. for raising me.. and providing me with all I ever need.. what more could I ask for..?
I really hope that sometimes.. someone back home would ever stumble upon this blog.. so that they'll know how much I miss home.. it's hard for me to tell just how much i miss home to them.. I'm just too egoistic to tell my family members how much I wish I was home..
Oh well.. ramblings and ramblings.. maybe it's the weather.. it's making me feel really cold.. maybe it's the stress of coming thus far this semester and not wanting to just stop here.. whatever it is.. I really need some warmth now... time to switch on the heater..
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You don't look like a grown up also... So baby..No wonder mommy's boy..ehehe... It's so good to be the youngest sometimes, ne?
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haha.. i concur!
especially when you're the youngest by a lot! (and the only girl too, but i guess kee wouldn't know about that)
anyhoo, i'm homesick too. this is quite a morbid thought but i just felt grateful the other day that whenever i miss home i can just call, and like... i know they're there.
can't imagine being all grown up and without them! :S
not yet lah anyway.
Gambateh study! If you need someone to pamper you... damien and dani are always around! =P
*sayang*
oh.. don't forget car insurance! hehe.. like the cherry on top of your worries.. =)
k k.. I'm supposed to be "sayang-ing" u rite? hehe
I was feeling kinda' homesick also just before I read your post.really hits durin SwotVac, when there's no one to cok for you. =(
Anyhoo... I'm ust a hug and a gossip's throw away k. =)
haha.. guess everyone becomes really homesick especially around this period of time.. and the weather is getting so cold.. and I'm reluctant to turn the heater on.. as I am not in Ih anymore!! haha.. well.. thanks for caring guys! =)
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