Well.. my life has some what become of a routine, doing the same thing over and over again. Haha, chess, basketball, eating, going to uni, reading mangas. That's all I do everyday! I hardly go down to the dinning hall for meals anymore, I really don't know why, but guess I'm just too lazy and there are some things or some stuffs that I just wanna avoid till I've overcome it. I'm trying really hard to get started with my studies and catch up for the time I've wasted on doing and thinking of stupid stuffs, but I really really don't know how to get started!!! DAMN!
Sometimes, I question myself over and over again.. whether I'm just a coward hiding in my room and waiting for things to fall in place by itself without putting any effort. I like to wait till it's too late until the situation can't be changed, that's what I realized about myself. I feel that I could be quite idiotic sometimes. For instance, I don't even know how long 5m is..? CAN U BELIEVE THAT.. I've done physics for like 3 years, and I can't even estimate how long 5m is... I really doubt my intelligence, guess I shouldn't be at uni and sell char kuay teow or bak kut teh back home, at least I won't waste my parent's money.
Well, at the moment, I've found myself a short term goal which is to have my holidays as soon as possible, not the mid-semester break but end of the year break, that's how much I'm looking forward to be back with my family. I really miss them... Other than that, I can't really tell what else am I looking forward to. It's like I'm a drifter that's following the wind and let it take me to where ever it wants to.
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Hey did u stole the line from my post?lolz...anyway, there r times in life when u feel shit n everythin is goin against u that u cant even b bothered abt alot of stuff but try to juz hang in there...cos u know one day it'll b over...n ur short term goal...isnt it a bit wasted if u juz waste ur nex 3 months juz lookin forward to ur holiday...hey comon there's more to offer n u juz cant waste the time u hav now...time is precious...back to mitsui's story...of course u need SUFFICIENT time to recover from ur injury so that u dun reinjure urself...but then try to AVOID the 2 year gap thing ok?cos no matter how good/bad u r...a long gap period will compromise your performance n who u really r n wat u r exactly capable of...n yea life mayb routined...likeshooting 500 3-pointers everyday(Jin)...but its all for that moment when u need it...n thats why he's the top scorer in Kanagawa....sighz too much analogy again -_-
tan kee hong... u're a disappointment.. what happened to your agreement wit me huh?!?!!? *slaps*
you're not alone... every1 drifts at certain points of their life, being able to notice it puts you in a authoritative position that change that altogether. it is up to you, its your call on whether you feel comfortable being a drifter or to regain control of your life once more.
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