Another weekend when by like a breeze, and again it's already week 6. We're already halfway through the semester. Yet again, it feels like I've just took the flight from Malaysia and arrived here last night. Everything seems to be going so fast regardless when you are happy or when you are not. I've grown in these 6 weeks. I've learnt more, I can't say I accomplished more because I'm still as slack as ever. I've learnt to change to come out of the shell that I used to be. I admit, there are still a lot of things I'm not satisfied about myself and I wished I could do better and move forward faster. I always wished for a lot of situations to be different, but I know it will never be and it will always be that way. Truth aren't always nice, are they..? Haha.. guess I just have to deal with it like a man.
This few days, a lot of things ran through in my mind about moving out of IH. I asked myself... would I be happier if i moved out..? How drastically would my life change compared to the life I'm having now..? The good thing about IH is.. you always get to talk to someone when you're bored. Unless we move out in a group, we will never get that. Besides that, you don't have to clean the floor when u mess it up and you don't have to cook all the time! Yeah, I know about my bragging about how sucky life is at IH for the past god knows how many weeks. But, I'm asking myself whether would I be happier or different if I was not here..? How about my beloved game of basketball..? I will not get to play it again..! Gosh.. A huge chunk of my time is spent on basketball, without it, I don't know what I'll be doing..! Sitting around my room and just do nothing..? Haha, I really can't imagine life without basketball... I play basketball almost everyday after dinner. It might not be a sport I'm good in or have an ideal height for.. but I feel like every game is a challenge to me.. every game is different.. with different strategy.. different energy and etc.
I'm confused.. I've always thought I wanted to move out, but suddenly all these things struck me.
Durex and Wine..?
This is the spastic-looking me!
Recent pictures
I forgotten what this place is called.. but the wombat looks traumatized
Mini golf at a"maze" n things
Let's face it.. I'm too impatient for mini-golf
My first complete family photo in 6 years
Crazy Friends Here
Part of the crazy friends from klang
The 'ah kua' look
The other part of crazy friends back home
2 comments:
It depends on what u wan...a different exprience to stay outside (which u will eventually unless u stick with ur parents all the time)...or mayb juz hav all the fun u can in IH....cos u aint gona b in uni again arent u?nor will u stay young 4ever...its really up to u...all i can tell u is they r very very different and each has its advantage n disadvatages...but at the end of the day ...deep inside ur heart ...u do already hav a preference don't u?....btw put aside the money issue ok?
yea by the time you have to fill up the form, you should know what you really want. my view was that i am never going to be able to stay in college in my life ever again. and im glad i stayed. you could stay out of college during the holidays anyway. and when i did that, though i loved the freedom, it was more like a holiday. college is my everyday life. remember that. do talk to any friends who live outside and find out if they have enjoyed life as much as you. probably not. but remember that you have to be happy with any decision you make. hugs
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