Sunday, April 30, 2006

Happy Birthday Raymond.. if you are seeing this..

Yeap..today is the birthday of one of my fellow hokkien speaking mates in Melbourne. He's turning 21.. Man.. he's OLD..! Haha.. Happy birthday man! Hope u have a great time and enjoy yourself as much as possible before going to UK..!

Anyways, finally the chess and cards thing was over.. finally got some weight off my shoulder.. It was never really a big problem.. just that.. i was obliged to make it look like a problem..? guess that's the way i take it.. Thanks to damien, 24, rahul, sheanee, jo, jeannie, sugath, aaron, heng lin, vong, christopher cuyekeng and ermm.. goldfinch..? dale, bowen and ee lin.. did i left anyone out..? appreciate it a lot.. it was quite an effort to go there and play for nothing.. hmmm.. anyways.. that event was not as serious as it seemed.. I had to make it look serious.. maybe I'm just not good at handling pressure.. oh yeah.. did I mention.. I hate making announcements..? I guess.. I'm really not up for it.. maybe someone else will do a better job.. I don't know.. I shall decide soon..

Things seem to improve slightly.. I just need time I guess.. plenty of time to get over my personal issues.. It's been there for quite sometime.. just that recently.. it started to affect me a little more.. Yeap.. sorry for my last post, but I really needed someone to talk to on Friday, really couldn't find one.. so I was quite upset.. anyways, thanks for being concerned on the next day. I was surprised that quite a few of you had been reading my blog.. thanks.. AND thanks to parky who agreed to coach the theatre sports team! haha.. that will be of great help.. it was quite amazing.. that you actually read my blog! hope you are not afraid of me after the things i post.. it is quite emotional...guess blogging is the only place I can say whatever I want.. haha.. Yeap.. blogging did help me in a way.. It has become a place where I can let my emotions be known! I'm not good in showing my emotions in real life.. so yeah.. blogging is the way to show your emotions indirectly!

ALRIGHT! I'm off for dinner and then to Ray's party.. have fun all of you!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Haha, I'm at work now, the night shift at a backpackers...so I read like a million blogs, anything to not do course readings. hehe.
just ring me or harvard sometime...I'm pretty free this week at night time. So give us a ring and we'll help out.

-Parky