Progress..

Finally there was some progress on theatre sports. I think lady luck must be somewhere out there smilling on me. I managed to get good additions to the team. Finally, it did look like a theatre sport team! I'm really not expecting this young(inexperienced) team to win anything, as long as they get the job done.. i'll be really glad. However, you wouldn't know.. miracles do happen.. so i wouldn't write them off! Yeah.. i guess sometimes.. u just can't be too negative.. that's the problem with me.. i always doubt myself even before i try something out.. I've tried millions of ways to put some self-confidence into myself.. but it never seem to work.. have i lost it all..? have i lose what i used to be..? I really can't explain what happenned to me.. this few years had passed by so fast.. that it seemed like a mystery to me.. What actually changed me..? Really can't tell.. At the end of the day, I'll just have to continue moving forward and never look back.. what's done is done.. there's nothing I could do to change things in the past..

Sometimes it really strikes me.. if one day i were to lose everything.. who are the people who will be by my side..? still believing in me.. and giving me support to go on..? I really can't tell.. I shall post it up.. when the day comes.. anyways.. just have a good thought bout it.. NITEZZ!