am I that perfect..?

Sometimes it really strikes me that I'm judging others too much. After I judge some one, I actually think to myself whether am I really that perfect..? Am I supposed to judge some one else..? I feel guilty after I judged some one else, but at that point when i was making the judgement and I actually say it out.. I wasn't thinking about myself.. what would others think of me..? how would they judge me..? I really need to know.. what sort of person others think I am... I really need to..At the moment, I think I should stop making judgements about others.. I think it's really unfair for the person I judge.. because they were not given a chance to explain themselves.. maybe they had a reason..? maybe they are not really that mean..? maybe I'm expecting too much..? maybe i'm just incomplete..?

I really hope I could turn the clock around.. and stop it at times when it's much happier.. when things are much simpler.. and what u do is just have fun..? where are those fun-filled days without worries..? are they gone.. gone forever..? am I going to stuck at this situation in the rest of my life..? am I going to move on and have better days..? my life is just filled with questions that are unanswered at that moment.. WHO CAN HELP ME ANSWER SOME OF THEM..? I'm just like a lost kid.. trying to find his way back home.. to some where he actually belongs.. some where he'll feel comfortable.. some where he could seek for refuge and protection.. or at least some where he could just have fun with his friends.. and nothing else!

I don't know how long it'll take me.. to finally get to where I want.. but I believe.. someday.. some how... I think I'll make it..

I would really like to apologise to those people that I've judged before (eventhough u don't know who u are).. I'm really sorry... because I know..at the end of the day.. I'm not that perfect as well...