Avoiding..?

Today started off early for me.. I actually went for my class early in the morning.. I felt alright today.. I knew it was gonna be a tiring day.. but i made a vow to go for all my classes... yeah... and i did.. i did not concentrate that well though.. everytime it gets bored.. i wander into my own little world.. dreaming of stuffs that will never happen, thinking of stuffs that I'm not supposed to think of during lectures and thinking of my duties for the day. Family has been on my mind quite recently.. I realize.. nothing is as important as your family.. no matter what happens.. I had a chat with my mom last night.. and I jus wouldn't put down the phone.. because.. I wanna feel at home..I guess I know where I'm bound for this winter break unless something rather interesting pops up!

Sometimes, I feel like.. I can't handle problems.. instead of handling my problems.. I choose to avoid them.. I've been looking for a solution.. but I really can't find one... or I'm just reluctant to (see, I'm avoiding again!) I just like to avoid problems.. and let them accumulate.. at times, i thought I've solved them, but it seems like.. it keeps getting back to me.. oh well.. that's how i lived my life for the past 3 years... sitting back.. n waiting for miracles to happen..

anyways.. I shall keep this post short.. I realize.. my posts.. are like essays.. u know.. enough words for a PMR english paper!