Friday, May 26, 2006

The common thing..

The thing that I realize about everyone including me is that no one really cares about small issues until a big problem eventually happens. Sometimes, we know that there is a problem just that we choose to ignore it or it may seem to be insignificant at that time. I thought all the little problems seemed so insignificant to me at the start, so I chose to ignore them or most of them or at least I kept them to myself. As time passes by, the small problems which seems so small at that time are collectively large and is really a big problem collectively. However, at the same time when u break it down to its parts it just seemed like a 1+1 mathematics question. Yeah, i think it's better to solve a 1+1 question rather than solving something that is like x^(infinity) or something like that. Well, guess that's just what we are and what we always do, really can't change the situation, can we..?

The night was long for me, a lot ran in my mind. At the end of the day, I asked myself the reason i thought for so long. Is it really that important..? There are more important things right now.. why not focus on that first and let all the rest fall in place by itself..? Am I really someone who could make a change in the situation for others..? I think certain things or most things will make do without me being there.. I guess. Am I really a good friend or an individual? What is it that I want..? The questions just goes on and on and on. I'll never find an answer to them.. so why not just ignore them..? All I can do now, is let time prove everything..

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