Sunday, May 28, 2006

my unaswered questions..

After reading CC's blog, I realized one thing. I've been asking myself too many questions even before I managed to answer them. I realized I've been worrying about certain stuffs that I can't even predict will happen. I realized I lack the courage or the will to find the answers to my questions and that I've been waiting all this while for my questions to be answered by itself. I really never thought of finding an answer or solution to the problems. I guess I tried, but not hard enough.

Yesterday was not a bad day, went to the casino with damien and 24 but lost quite a fair bit there. ShHHHhhhh! Do not tell anyone about it! Well, I didn't felt that bad after losing, I guess I was doing something that I like, that is why I didn't really feel that bad. Yeah, I did lose, I learnt my lesson, that it's quite impossible to beat the roullette system there. But, important thing is that I had fun. I've been doing all the stuffs that I really want yesterday, watching Happy Gilmore, having a good laugh, went to starbucks and sat down there and study. And I watched episode 44 of slam dunk which was quite inspiring I guess. I don't know whether it was because of the song or the actions. But, it seem to be rather inspiring. If I could always show that never say die attitude, and find answers to my questions and problems. I guess I'll be a much better person...

3 comments:

chooi chuan yeoh said...

Haha.. no..Just generally. It's good that you do realise something...=)

Anonymous said...

it's good..that's the attitude u must have in life "never never say die"!!live life positively...do things that will make u happy and u will feel much better!!

Anonymous said...

Nex time I shall make u watch Bleach if u have so much fear to answer ur own questions...too much thinkin n negative emotions make the mind weak!